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>Take your time to read it as I took it from my hotmail.

IT all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm , I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together.

I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kinda thing that I was feeling.

All through high school and even through graduation we’re always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him.

“I went home hurting because I didn’t tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him.” After graduation he got a job in New York, I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn’t tell him how I felt. But I couldn’t let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn’t tell him what I had inside my heart.

Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computeranalyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion.The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel. I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn’t spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me.
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>By the way, this post had been passed for 7 months and 18 days in my friendster but I would like to post here again since I would like to close my blog in friendster. I really had a wonderful, enjoyable and unforgetable birthday this year.

7th March 2008
My juniors and I went to Station 1 at Genting Klang. It was my earliest and first birthday celebration from all my juniors this year. Thanks a lots to Chiou Nhan, Lynnette, May Kim, Chen Ling, Wey Shin, Han Yin, Mei Foong, Yanz and Li Pi. It was really a suprise birthday from u all. It was unexpected celebration with all unknown people over there who having their dinner or yam cha at there. When the cake was in front of me, I push the cake to my other junior coz I’m too shy. Hahahaha…Thanks once again.

My cute cute juniors at Station 1

8th March 2008
My ex-roomate, Chai Hsian, my senior, Joey and my best friend, Kai Wee fetch me from hostel to Times Square. We having our lunch at Gasoline and it was my first time lunch having at there.What a nice renovation at there. I was amazed. After that, shopping and searching for something at Low Yat. Next, watching movie with them. I never thought that it was a ghost movie. I’m not scare but coz want to accompany me watch movie, my ex-roomie sacrifice to watch this movie..Hahahaa…Thanks my ex-roomie..Althought my ex-roomie and I been a roomate for 1 semester onli, but she treat me very nice. She like a big sister to me. And my senior, Chew Yi, she now studying at UTAR, sungai long busy with her assignment but still left some time for me..I was so touching and thanks for the dinner at Secret Recipe. Being forced to choose 3 slide of cakes and had to eat all by myself but at last i refused and said I want 1 cake and 1 meal. Thanks a lots for spending whole day with me.

9th March 2008
Quite tired coz last 2 days sleep very late but need to be active coz 2nite having BBQ with all my friends. Before that, my ex-roomie came to hostel to fetch me and my friend went to Carrefour, Jusco and 99 speed market to bought some groceries item for some left items that haven’t bought yet for tonight BBQ. Thanks again my ex-roomie..U always fetch me here and there.Sometimes I wish I had car but what to do..Haiz.. 5 pm reach. All my hostel friends reach at Kai Wee’s house for BBQ. Quite a lot people this time.. Reach around 10.45, came with a third and suprise birthday cake from them. And it was my favourite cake from Secret Recipe, Chocolate Indulgence. Thanks to u all. Even need to wake up early for early class and working on the next day, but you all still come. I was so touching and almost want to cry.. Here a list I want to thanks. Thanks to Kai Wee for organise this party. Thanks to Tracey, Wei Pei, Jenny, Zhee Yee aka purplefish, Meow Ling,Liong Sung, Jason, Joe aka Leftooter, Felicia, Shiueh Yi, Fiona, Ah Hin, Min Tek, Ah Chen, Jonathan, Brendan, Phui Loo, Apple, Fah Li, Pooi Kuan, Soopor, Wen Loon, Tommy, Chen Yong and Shih Ching. Did I miss someone from the list? I think nope..Not forget to my cute and funny lecturer, Mr Julius. Thanks for coming and hope u all enjoy.. Thanks to Julius for fetch all of my hostel friends back.. I was reli happy and enjoy that moment.. Especially the birthday card that I received..I was made by my ex-roomie, senior and Kai Wee. Reli thanks a lot..All of ur signature were on the card plus “being forced pic of mine”. What can I said now was reli thanks a lot..I reli appreciate and glad for what u all had done. I was so thankful to Lord for knowing u all.


How many people in this pic?? Hehehe 😛

Lastly, when reach hostel, thanks to my dearest current roomate, Joanna for ur wishing,message and birthday present too. Not forgeting to my zhu zhu, Siew Yen and Pooi Yam for your lovely gift. Thanks to Andrew too for “belanja” me sing k.

Not forget to all who send message to my friendster’s testimonial and sms. Thanks thanks..How many times I said thanks already? Once more time, THANKS TO ALL MY JUNIORS, EX-ROOMIE, SENIOR, CLASSMATES, EX-CLASSMATES, COURSEMATES, HOSTEL FRIENDS, ROOMATE, MR JULIUS AND ALL MY BELOVED FRIENDS AND NOT FORGETING HIM. Thanks for celebrate my “double 2” birthday. Hope our friendship will last forever and never ends. Wish all ur dreams and wishes come true.

Truly, madly, deeply from -dianateo- [Will be continue]

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This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)

This song is adapted from Mariah Carey with the title “Bye Bye”.

It had been one of my favourite song before I leave to UK. I love this song because at that moment, gonna leave all my beloved one; my family, friends and special one. Well, when I see the lyrics, it seems like unsuitable.

However, I can’t believe I gonna dedicated this song to my beloved dog, Monica, a German Shepherd dog. When I reach home, I received bad new from my siblings. My bro told me that we lost someone part of my family. I was damn shocked that time. Then, my sis said it wasn’t a human being. I asked them izzit our dog. My bro said “Yes, jie”. I damn sad. I can’t believe lost Monica when I was in UK. She had been with my family for almost 7 years. The next 2 days, my mom told me that the cause of her death was food poisoning. My tears drop for the second time.

This is one and only picture that we had. I’m gonna miss the moment that I brought her for a walk. Now left Mona alone. She must be lonely without you. Rest in peace, my dear Monica.

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It’s been so long that I really didn’t create new post. Yes, there is moment where I went to my blog and read my friends and others blog but I really lazy to update mine. Ok, this time must upload new post about what happens recently. I had planned to create post about my past study in TAR college especially during Diploma time. Yeah, Diana gambate :P…

Leaving Sheffield
17th September 2008

This is the last day of my day in Charlotte Court, Sheffield. This is also the last day for my last paper, BSMA. I’m not really confident with this paper but I really wish I can pass. Don’t talk about exam. Just forget bout it. Well, what we do since is the last day. We went to have our lunch at Noddle Inn. Yup, Noddle Inn again coz all of us really miss chinese cruisine. It’s been my 3rd time to have my meals at there. After that, went back to Charlotte Court to pack all my things. Always last minute one. I haven’t pack anything yet coz busy with study for my exam. So at that moment, I packed my things like hell. This throw, that throw. I even didn’t manage to pack tidy my things inside my luggage. Just simply throw inside. This is the 2nd time already rushing to pack my things. 1st time was during my stay in KL, going to UK soon and I packed my things till 6 am and I haven’t packed finish yet. I never thought I will repeat the same things. Before we leave, some of my friends came to our flat and said goodbye to us. It’s so touching! Especially to Ai Wei where she can’t came down to meet me (It’s ok, I understand) and Kai Xin. So glad that you came.

Not forgeting, million thanks to Veronica, June, Liong Sung, Yong Siang, Hong Jun and Lee Chiat for sending us to the bus station and help us carry our heavy bag. Thanks a lots.

Lastly, flat 43 resident.
From left: Felicia, Hui Xiang, me, Sin Liang (behind)
Tsun Hin and Liong Sung (front)

Felicia, Hui Xiang and Tsun Hin is going to Europe trip with me while Sin Liang will continue stay in UK for 2 years with her sister. Liong Sung is backpacking by himself. Wish you all da best in ur trip and don’t missing ooo.,..Hahahahaha...

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I’m back from Europe Trip. Tired but awesome! It’s been more than 3 weeks I didn’t online. Now in London, staying at my uncle’s house and left 1 more days, Malaysia here I come. Plan to update my photos but all the photos with my friend’s place. They stay nearby Bayswater. Back Malaysia, try my best to update my blog especially about my trip in Europe. I’m also cant wait to chat non stop with all my friends back in Malaysia. Chiao (Bye in Italy :P)


  • ken: >so cool ah the miniature world.. gotta admire the precision and accuracy of the structures :)
  • Diana Diane Teo: >CathJ and ladymariah - Thanks so much! =)
  • Diana Diane Teo: >Armstrong - Although quite sad because it comes to the end, but I am quite happy to see it ends with good ending. :)Sailor - Thanks for the compli